Welcome 2019, I’ve been waiting for you eagerly. I hope you help me grow in a way that the years before did not. I hope you let me make better choices than the ones I have been making. I hope you give me friends that teach me about life, about hurt and healing both. I have left parts of me in 2018, but i hope you let me gain much more than I have lost. I hope you let me find love in different forms – of friends, family, people and animals too. I hope you let me give love in return. I’ve been running away from things , from people coz I believed everything I touch gets detroyed, everything beautiful falls apart. I hope you prove this wrong by turning yourself into a golden year. I hope you will bring the peace to me that I have been seeking throughout last year and the year before and also before that. I hope you help me channelize my energy in all the good work that I do and all that I want to do. I hope you let me find solace , in my own arms. I hope you help me reconstruct myself into one piece. I hope you let me be the better version of myself. I hope you give me moments – to cherish.