Ode to the introvertšŸ

Sometimes it seems
She is an introvert
Stuck in an extrovert body
she wants to speak
Speak a lot to you
But she cannot
Her mind is overflowing
With thoughts and words
But still she cannot speak
She tries to find the answer
The answer to the “why” Here
She questions herself “why”
She looks at you – eye to eye
Hiding the adoration that exists there
She wants to ask you the “why”
But she doesn’t
Coz her own answer stuns her
Coz the “why” says she is scared
Scared to loose you
She doesn’t want to accept
But she cannot deny it now
That she trusts you
That she admires your love
That she is coming to accept it now
Yes she wants to speak
Tell you all her secrets
But she cannot

You say that I don’t speak , that I don’t talk much with you , that I don’t share things with you ; you should know that my mind is always shouting , even when my mouth is closed , even when I am quiet. I avoid looking at you of the fear that my eyes would reveal what’s hidden there. Yes I want to speak , to tell you all my secrets but I cannot coz I fear my vulnerability.

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