I keep myself busy most of the times that I am awake. The reason being, I don’t want to think about you. Whenever my body is at rest, my mind cannot stop racing. It wanders and I fear that it will find you. My thoughts drift back to you every now and then. And my eyes get watery. And every time this happens, i feel sorry , sorry for what there was and what it could have turned into but what we have lost now. And then I let it out. I can’t hold any longer and let it all out. It’s just so needed at such times I guess.

It was a mistake loving you, and this is how I penance myself for it.


  1. Ankit · Sep 29

    You’re impressive.. you’re too good at writing. 🙂

    Liked by 1 person

    • oishi · Sep 29

      I suppose… Thankyou…but I have just started. Many things yet to learn 😊

      Liked by 1 person

  2. oishi · Sep 14

    😊 thankyou


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